03/25/2016
I love you so much
Achingly from deep within
But I am out of practice
And sometimes I fail to deliver the gift
I pretend that since it is the underlying truth
That the message is always conveyed
But now I recognize
That what you receive is mostly the junk on top
I’m sorry for every wasted chance
To be there for you
To hold you when you needed to be held
But instead withholding out of fear of it not being returned
I’m not asking for forgiveness
Or even reciprocation
All I ask is for the opportunity in this moment
To give you everything I got
Thank you